Christmas is coming way to fast this year, I was praying and praying and hopeing that this Christmas would be better then last year, And that my kids would have a great one this year. But for some reason things dont work out that way. So its looking like yeat another depressing Christmas. I keep reminding my self that the kids need to know its more about Christ then Gifts, And they do. But what Ten and Nine year old dont want to have Santa come to see them. I just feel lost,.I entered that Win It contest on MomLogic today, And I just keep praying and praying that maybe I will win it, And My kids would have a great Christmas then, I guess I just have to keep praying and keep my faith that Something will come about, I just have to keep my trust and love in God. And he will take care of us. He always dose. So I just hope that if Christmas is a Bad one again, That the kids can Understand why. I feel like such a bad mom. Like I dont deserve such great kids, I wish I could do so much more for them, They make good grades, Do they chours, Help me out when I am sick from my Lupus. And they even will help me with Washing cloths. I swear they are Amamzing and God really blessed me with them. They are a WOnderful Gift to me. I just wish I could do for them they way I know they want. Well. I have to lay down soon, My Back and legs are swelled up from being so darn stressed. I hope that each and everyone of my friends has a great week this week.
Hugs, Patty Mosso

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